Living Dead Girl

I’m alive but I feel like a zombie right now.

I haven’t done much all week due to being on night shift, yes night shift. I knew I was going to do it someday given my chosen career but my anxiety almost went through the roof preparing for it.

Adjusting to the first shift was hard when I couldn’t sleep the night before and on the day of, I tried to take a nap that went somewhat satisfactory.

By the time I came home after the first night that was when I felt like a zombie the most and passed out the moment I climbed into bed.

The following nights were less exhausting and I was relieved to finally go home after the last one. I slept for 4 hours and then went for a walk to readjust to daylight.

Now, well the sun’s still up and I haven’t become drowsy again yet. I’m itching to do some gaming as I didn’t do much of that all week. I’m almost done my first run of ME:LE and have to go to a stronghold in Village. The only thing I made time for in the latter, after defeating Moreau last week, was to hunt and backtrack.

Maybe tomorrow my internal clock will have reset and I can get back into that! This won’t be the last time I do night shift, but at least now I know that I can get through it in one piece.

👽Emily